Stalker mode activated | Yeo Joo’s style
“While you’re alive, you want to make sweet memories with me before you leave? Forget it. You don’t care at how I’ll feel after I leave here? The fact that i’ll yearn for you, miss you, want to touch you, you don’t care. Because if you die, that’s it. If I knew what a disrespectful brat you were a bit sooner… Making food with you, listening to the sound of snowflakes with you, holding you, those painful, unforgettable kind of memories, I wouldn’t have made them. During that time, if you made those memories just to die, then I’m going to make now memories to live. I’m going to live! If I have only painful memories with you, then it’s going to be easy to forget you after you die. That’s why I’m like this. Because I have to live. Even without you. Even without you, I have to live in this disgusting world.”
For the first time, I was happy like a child[…] In my 30 years of life, I didn’t feel unfair for the first time. The thought that the world is definitely a fair place, came to me for the first time. I shouldn’t forget this moment being with Young.
So when I take Hyung Moo Chul’s knife, I should never feel it’s unfair. But there are moments when I’m afraid. Then I’ll try to think again. Till this moment today and the past, the girl who must have been endlessly afraid of death, Young, who is in front of me. For me, my life is absolutely not unfair. I’m happy now. I’m done.